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12.08.11 picture of the day with the hottie Borgy Manotoc :)
Yesterday was a fine day but everyday will not be the same. Am I doing this again? Assuming? Expecting? Why am I doing this everytime?! I really can’t help it! I easily fall to those people who are being extra nice. It’s an always for me to assume and expect. I was hurt several times but I still continue. I become vulnerable to pain. Dumbfounded but I still go. I guess stupidity is synonymous to me. How cruel love is?!
Stubbornness. Deviance. Been feeling bratty this days. I don’t really want to follow all this sh*t that’s laid in my face! My ego is screaming. Sometimes I feel helpless because there’s nothing I can do about.
Break the rules! Almost everyone already did but I’m still there feeling crappy and obediently following all those foolishness.
Gah! I’m hating my life!
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I’m only 21 but I already encountered problems you can’t even imagine. I don’t’ know who to trust anymore. Even the closest human being related to you can lie and hurt you so deeply. This past few days has been so dark for me. I discovered something really dreadful that it agonizes even the smallest vein in my body. I never thought that that drastic moment will happen. I got so hysteric the moment I found out this thing. I don’t even know the disgusting words I utter that morning. It gave me the chills that I haven’t experience in a horror movie. I was like monsterized and terrorized. I don’t know how to solve this problem. Prayer is my only weapon right now. God has his own way to help me get through this. I just hope..just hope that everything will just be fine.
12.02.11 last day to splurge on sweets and calories.I think that I should let it burn! Hahaha but sweets take all the sadness. *sigh*
I just realized that I spent more time shopping in Powerbooks than Forever 21. I don’t know but I feel more challenged scanning those books than spazzing on those fab dresses. But that doesn’t mean I’m not into fashion, I just enjoy the benefit of books. I think I can splurge thousand of pesos on Powerbooks than Forever 21 but I looooooveeee Forever 21. It’s one of my paradise. Oh well, December seems nice to me. I’m not that stressed at the office,ate good lunch,bought something I really like,had a good laugh with my friends and made my family smile. By the way, I’m starting to fulfill my “21 things to do before my 22nd birthday” and I’m doing it right now.
12.01.11 first pic with Irish (my seatmate,ka chismisan,ka tawanan,kakulitan) :)
aww.I’m so touched. Look how helpful my Indonesian friend is. Thanks Kariena.
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